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| Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. | Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. | |
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Screw4ff
Posts : 348 Join date : 2017-02-15 Age : 26 Location : The Vast expanse of hills and nothing else
Character sheet Name: Red Crow Faction: A Lonely boy Level: The amount of times Aarius has changed his profile pic
| Subject: Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. Mon Jun 05, 2017 11:37 pm | |
| My heart hurts. How much can one person lose before they’re completely numb? I don't know. I feel like I’m being targeted, like I’m permitted nothing. I lose everything. I don’t want to feel sorry for myself, but I keep on losing. I lose everyone. My pets, so near to me, so dear, but always gone too soon. Who is next? My mother? My father? My sisters? I am the only brother. I keep losing. My friends, my comfort, my own life, surely. I don't want this. It hurts, but not as much as it did the first time. That's the worst. Are these lives not equal? Why does my heart get to chose who is worthy of grieving. Maybe I’m bitter. Maybe I’m numbing with every loss. I want to be happy, I don’t want to be rewarded. Somebody, help me! I just want to live my life, with simple pains and simple joys. The sun shines. Only on cloudy days, but when it rains it pours. Why always me? No one around me is hurt this often, everyone is allowed to live their lives. There is life. It still surrounds me, it comes in smiles and in sunshine, it comes in hugs and other survivors. I can't see. It's too dark to see it, it is a shame. I feel alone. I know I’m not, but I feel that way, I’ve been alone before, when I hurt the most. Hurt the most. What does that mean? What pain is the worst? Raw pain, or knowing that I will soon feel nothing. I need to be alone.
_________________ Be wary, or become a lonely boy. |
| | | LightSabersEdge
Posts : 637 Join date : 2017-02-07 Location : United States
Character sheet Name: Tecon Faction: Mandalorians Level: 88
| Subject: Re: Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. Tue Jun 06, 2017 12:09 am | |
| Depression sets in. _________________ |
| | | Acekiler
Posts : 509 Join date : 2014-03-05 Location : Unknown
Character sheet Name: Acekiler 45 Faction: Tsarnov's Legion Level: 69
| | | | erebamagi_10
Posts : 285 Join date : 2016-05-30 Age : 38 Location : Close to the Madness
| Subject: Re: Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. Tue Jun 06, 2017 8:08 am | |
| wow geez thats a total downer, what the heck happened to put you in that low a mood? _________________ chown -R US ./Base
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| | | Tactical DropBear
Posts : 360 Join date : 2014-08-17 Age : 26 Location : Australia
| Subject: Re: Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. Tue Jun 06, 2017 8:58 am | |
| Hey man, I know I'm just a stranger on the internet. but if you need to have a chat don't hesitate to pm me and I'll be all ears.
I can't possibly know what you're going through right now but I can tell from your post it hurts. and if you don't feel like talking about it that's completely understandable. but yeah, hope you're doing okay mate. _________________ - My Achievements:
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| | | IRORIEH
Posts : 864 Join date : 2015-04-09 Age : 27 Location : UK
Character sheet Name: Booker Faction: The highest bidder Level: 21
| Subject: Re: Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. Tue Jun 06, 2017 12:48 pm | |
| I'm sorry to hear you're going through a tough time right now, and words on a webpage probably aren't gonna help much, but a life grieved was a life loved.
Not sure if that means much right now, but it sure meant a lot to me at a real bad time. Hope whatever happened, there's something there you can at least smile about. _________________ Muwahahahahahahaha!!!What do you mean evil laugh!? This is how I always laugh! - Bow Down:
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| | | Screw4ff
Posts : 348 Join date : 2017-02-15 Age : 26 Location : The Vast expanse of hills and nothing else
Character sheet Name: Red Crow Faction: A Lonely boy Level: The amount of times Aarius has changed his profile pic
| Subject: Re: Something Quick and Sad while I'm Mourning. Wed Jun 07, 2017 5:13 am | |
| Hey, y'all, just want to say before I go to bed tonight that I'm gonna be okay. I've been through this before by myself, I'll make it through again this time. Thanks to everyone who was concerned, yer good folks. _________________ Be wary, or become a lonely boy. |
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